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15:56 - 15, May - impending doom in 2 hours
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I think if I do have an archenemy..... that archenemy's name is QIM100-8 ... AKA CHEMISTRY

it's like my karma or something.. srsly no matter how hard I've tried  ... T___T I'm so gonna fail that class




pic unrelated except I'm in that pose with my pillow feeling miserable and hopeless



my only source of happiness = 6 days until miyavi's concert
DAMN IT
I love my uni’s libraries now, because like a month ago I discovered they had almost all medical-related series seasons on DVD, they didn’t have scrubs (they have it, but it isn’t in any library) so I got frustrated and kinda hate the system for not having the best show ever, but now I love the libraries because this week has been so saved from boredom thanks Grey’s anatomy that I’m in debt with the biomedical library until the end of my career xD


Last Monday I was like…. Actually trying to focus on chemistry class, and then I look at my side, and I see these little chibi drawings on Valeska’s notebook. Don’t you think they look like ueda and..jin? maybe it's jus me seeing KAT-TUN everywhere.... I'm not sure about the second one but the first made me giggle and say “IT'S UEDA!!”


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I took these pictures with my cell phone. she was like “WTF?O_ó what do you have against my drawings and what the hell is UEBA? *confuzzled look*” I love her ♥


Ah! Talking about drawing and difficulties when you have to concentrate in studies, the other day I was trying to study and then whoompah  was on msn I talked to her cause I had just added her and well she’s such a jinno fan and you know I love Jin and Junno and I was talking with a friend about how much he misses Junno’s YELLOW!hair and I then, without realizing it, was drawing him instead of studying xD





I hate when I get distracted but I liked the drawing xD



ahhhh btw...

DR HOUSE SPEAKS LIES

IT WAS LUPUS
IT IS LUPUS
I FUCKING HAVE LUPUS DX

1:12 - 4, May - GLEEEE GOT THEM
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TODAY I WOKE UP AN WHAT I SEE? A RAINBOW!!!! ;DDD

SO I GOT THEM!



Yeah two of them coz my cousin is coming to see him too :D
(actually since she's like 13, and live like 800km from here, my uncle does't want her to rise hopes so she doesn't know she's coming yet, it's like a surpise, so I can't express my happiness on my nick on msn coz she would get sad)


TWO HOURS!!!


AND PLEASEWATCH THIS!! MIYAVI ...HABLANDO ESPAÑOL!!! HE SAYS CHILE IN SPANISH ANDTHAT HIS NAME IS MIYAVI IN A DUMB CUTE ACCENT!!! FJGHDFJGHD A MESSAGE FOR US CHILEAN FANS ;O;


this was aired in one of those...you know those big screens that some huge cities have? Like tokio?
Well in my country you can find only 2.. both in Santiago (capital and my city :D) and well it was such a surprise to have him saying hi in huge HUGE TV in the street after a hide death anniversary event. I think I came like twice when I saw him and actually heard him saying some word in spanish xD

see? there are some links in youtube of the moment when it was aired but you only hear screams xD
procrastination
It’s fun…. I have a little test about the habit of procrastination, methods to avoid it, the reasons behind it, kinds of procrastinators etc etc… and I couldn’t help the urge to post on my livejournal.

I don’t know but it was like “procrastination….hmm… that’s reminds me I haven’t check on my lj recently” xD

Also… I think I’m starting to like facebook….since I started "studying" I've been taking a look at my contacts every 10 minutes.... (BTW add me as friend xD (Mariana Mayor))

-x-x-x-x-

Next Saturday I’ll buy my ticket, you know if Jennifer doesn’t think I’m too weak
CURRENTLY MOST FEARED WORDS : SOLD OUT… D: I’llshoot my head if I don’t get a ticket.

Ah by the way… I think I’ll buy a VIP one… just because it sounds sexy, and the idea of being able to actually see miyavi’s sweat drops… it is tentative. I don’t have the money yet… but that’s just a tiny detail xD


This post is too short so I’ll add this picture. … because… chibi ueda will always make me feel better even when I know that I don't have enough time to update my journal, upload a picture AND study.
Just look at that face !!! XD could you imagine the change of image that that kid would have?
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EDIT: I'M SO BAKA XD, I WANTED TO POST TO SAY "IT'S RAINING!!" BUT I FORGOT IT XD HAHA I DONT EVEN KNOW IF IT'S STILL RAINING LOL
22:05 - 24, Apr - SHIT HAPPENS
dib
So yesterday was weird… but in a good way. And today … I lost three tubes of blood, stoopid blood exams… I need that blood , I want to sell it so I can go to miyavi’s concert.

Yesterday in anatomy with a group of friends were commenting the class and I don’t know how the topic went from diverticulitis to anal sex then someone asked “THE HOW’S” of gay sex, and I explain them, and they gave me the O___OU face…. I’m really getting used to that face

Ahhh talking about friends.
There was a girl whom I never talked to, only once in chemistry:

me: zZZzzZZZz *is wearing a miyavi’s wrist-band”
Karla: hey!
My friends: hey, mariana, wake up!
me: O.o? uh? What? …. HELLO ˆ________ˆ *baka smile ®*
Karla: you like miyavi…? *points wrist*
me: o.o? ….oh! Yes !! I really like him, do you like him too? :D!!!
Karla: *nods* though my favorite is D’espairs
Me: oh! I like them , what else?
Karla: dir en grey
me: mucc?
karla: no
me: :D
Karla: bye
me: bye
friends: …. “You know i don’t have a clue what were you talking about”.. “it seems music”…”hmm I think you’re right” “like bands” “alo..alejandro sanz? xD

but then the day after "miyavi's coming to chile" news ...

karla *from very far* MARIANAAAAAA!!!! *runs*
me: KaaarlAAAAA!!! *runs*
MEGA HUG
Karla: KYAAAAH!!
Me: JFHGKJDFHGKD HE’S COMING
Karla: I know! Ghdfmgkjfgd
Me. Fghfkjhgkfh I’m happy
karla: me too, my dear .. me too
Me&karla: let’s go together!!!
Friends: do they know each other from before? did I miss something??

You know… that’s the love that miyavi brings to our lives *emo tear*


Now on other topic... I was writing an essay and a fanfic on the same document (usually when I get bored I start writing fanfiction at the bottom)… and….



But don't you agree this week has been such a great week? well, weekend is left... but I'm trying to be positive here! XD
18:08 - 20, Apr - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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I didn't want to post ANYTHING until tuesday but I needed to leave a tiny bit of  craziness in here...





I AM FREAKING OUT, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY SO I'LL LIKE TO HAVE TO SELL MY VIRGINITY, A KIDNEY (blood is still illegal in here)  IN ORDER TO GET THE MONEY!

OMFG THIS IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE BESTEST DAYS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE, THOUGH I'LL BE HAPPIER WHEN I SEE THE INFO ON HIS MYSPACE, OR HAVE A TICKET

POR LA GRANDISISIMA PUTA CHESUMARE QUE ESTOY FELIZ

I DIDN'T WANT TO RAISE HOPES WHEN I SAW THAT ON NOIX.CL.. SO I TRIED TO KEEP MYSELF ...QUIET...RATIONAL...OBJECTIVE... BUT KNOW I'M 99.2% SURE THIS IS FOR REAL

ONE MONTH!! ONE MONTH!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, IT'S LIKE I'M SO USED TO WATCH HIM IN 400X600 RESOLUTION THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE MYSELF ...GOING... TO .. SEE... MIYAVI

MIYAVI IS ONE OF MY 3 TOP FAVORITE ARTISTS,  HE WAS MY FIRST JROCK CRUSH AND OBSESSION, AND HE'S ALSO THE VERY FIRST JAPANESE ROCK ARTIST TO COME TO CHILE.  ANY OF YOU 'CEPT OTHER CHILEAN JROCK FANS CAN'T IMAGINE HOW IMPORTANT THIS CONCERT IS FOR THE CHILEAN FANDOM

I NEEEEEEEED ONE OF THOSE TICKETS.


THIS IZ THE CHILENESE JROCK-FAN SPAZZ TIME xB (
(I just invented a new word :B)
DAMN IT


It seems that no matter how hard I try... murphy's law is there.. to make the "ugh I failed again =_=U" feeling fall upon my person.



Dear life:

Are you really against me or something? is there something I could do so you don't constantly crush my attempts to be a better person?


I really tried my best to be responsible... how is possible that there's always something that I did forget! DDD: And 99.9% of the time is something utterly important with catastrophic consequences.

I've been reading all this weekend, I didn't go to vist my cousin/grandparents or even dad because I knew I have to study cause I have 5 tests between monday to wednesday ....I almost didn't procrastinate this time!

And just now (0.53 am or... 5 hours 37 minutes  until I have to wake up) I notice that I missed 3 texts included in the test ¬¬

WHY OH F*CKING JENNIFER! WHY THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS WHEN I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!

For jin's sexy tongue's sake!!, please someone tell me that it isn't my subconscious self that doesn't want me to have a peaceful youth.

Cause this month I've had 9.5 incidents like this. life is doint it on purpose.



No love. 'cause you killed it

hakyumi:.




ugh, I'm so gonna fail tomorrow's tests DX  ... well I think i just have to take it with .... sense of humor...?
17:04 - 30, Mar - Is this an update? WOAO =0
CHUPA!
First off all, excuse my bad english, i haven't use it since my last update! don't say you weren't warned!


Looooong time
without an update, how long I’ve been out of livejournal? It seems an eternity o.o


So a little message to my flist…. DON’T KICK ME OUT OF YOUR FLIST …yet… I SWEAR I WILL COMMENT FRON NOW ON.


Did you know I’m studying nursing?
Well I started classes I have some really really really boring classes *coughinterculturalhealthcough* but the rest is….fine… I just fail at chemistry, it seems it can’t be helped it's like my karma or something, but I’m doing pretty good in anatomy :D *proud*

so I’ve been busy o.o … but in a way that it doesn’t make me feel sick or tired… just… anxious like 75% of the time. In fact, I feel anxious in this moment, and I don’t know why D:
so I’m a calories burning machine and I’m very underweight *worried*

I’ve been a bit out of the fandom,I haven’t really downloaded anything JE-related since October… but I pimped my layout… I kinda like it and kinda not… I don’t know,but I love my new header and the matching banner *proud* photoshop doesn’t hate me anymore… just internet in general. And talking about “hate” I REALLY hate livejournal ads… ¬¬

Oh well
This is my current favorite pic! (even with its craptacular crappy cellphone camera quality)
:D
From left to right: Cari, Jose and Me …. This world need more people like them!!! Really :D

That picture was taken last Friday, I went to the hospital with a small group of other nursing students, we shared some time and love with the children of the pediatric unit, I was in the surgical area of that unit that day. I can’t even say how much that experience meant for us. Suddenly even intercultural health was worth of my time xD it gave us strength, a promise that the next 5 years will conclude in something important *emo tear*  and this picture captures that magic moment I’m waiting for our next visit :3

POINT: because of anatomy I had to cut my nails DX  I miss my nails… and now that I don’t have them… it seems that I need them for everything I do , form scratching my head to pick up a money D:

dib
I'M IN!!! I AM IN!



CONGRATULATIONS TO MYSELF AHAAHAHA

I DID IT! I’M IN THE UNIVERSITY I WISHED IN THE CARREER I WANTED!
AND I CAN’T BE ANY HAPPIER NOW. MY CHEEKS HURT FROM SMILING
MY SMILE SHINES AS BRIGHT AS JUNNO’S

*insert happy dance here*

Who’s the new student of one of the 2 most important universities of the country?
I AM !!!!

PWAHAHAHA


14:05 - 26, Dec - happy holidays~
he loves it

Feliz navidad!

Merry chrismtas!
メリークリスマス!
Fröhliche Weihnachten!
즐거운 성탄


I know it’s a bit late : /, but I don’t have internet anymore u.u

Here's advice:
DO NOTE EVER GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING ON 24TH
SPECIALLY IF YOU LIVE IN THE SOUTH HEMISPHERE AND IT’S SUMMER
IT IS SUICIDE


sooo.....

How was your Christmas? :D
Did you receive what you wanted from Santa? I wanted internet but that‘ll have to wait until we find a nice apartment , so I can’t download anything …. I need to satiate my fangirl hunger! Dx


Also dad gave me a teddy bear!!!



Isn’t it the most adorable teddy bear ever? XD and yes, he's holding a chocolate liquor bottle

IT NEEDS A NAME!
IDEAS???


i had thought of uchi since he's holding that bottle maybe kusano?
here are some ideas my friend gave me xD
Poll #1111524 name the teddy!

name the teddy!

uchi no kuma
0(0.0%)
kumauchi
1(12.5%)
kusagoro
0(0.0%)
kumakusa
2(25.0%)
kusano
2(25.0%)
uchi
1(12.5%)
pituso
1(12.5%)
other *comment*
1(12.5%)





PS: ok, I just bit on my bottom lip… a little hard… it’s bleeding..it hurts ) :
PS2: no, i'm not talking about my possibilities of being in the university I like(it would jinx me), nor my 2 graduations and respective parties xD(just don't wanna ...yet)
PS3:..


I AM BACK IN SANTIAGO!!! DID YOU MISS ME CAPITAL!??? XD!
0:25 - 25, Nov - Y se acaba una etapa.
feelings



tomorrow starts my LAST WEEK of school

....this is gonna be my very last week as a high school student D:

and I feel melancholic


I want to enjoy this week
and make it the longest possible.
I want to create beautiful memories
my last memories of high school





I'm sorry i haven't commented on your entries but I'm trying to live this time to the max


ETA: yes it was just a random image of jin don't say that you don't like it XD
CHUPA!
akani304


本当にありがとう!
thank you so much!
muchisimas gracias!
procrastination
I had made these icons but lost them among my other KAT-TUN stuff



the icons say something like...
1- suck ..it
2.- Jin says that behind the cameras kame sucks it
3.- this says something like "suck harder"
4.- suck hard
5.- suck my dick
6.- suck it (but like, your dick)

Everytime you look but don't comment, jin loses another neuron
everytime you take without giving credit, a johnny's gets suspended

 
17:22 - 10, Nov - how are you? ....BORED
bakaness
I’m so bored D:
 
Did I tell you what my newest vocation is?

I call it, msn illustrator, you chat, I draw. for example, you're chatting with your friend telling him a stroy about how good scared you were when you were watching a movie with your sister. I draw you with your sister eating ice cream and watching a movie illustrating the moment.

It’s fun to illustrate stories on msn xD I could live of this.

Anyways
This is an example of how good I can be drawing on msn xD





Now:
Anyone got msn or aim and wants to talk no senses to me?
I’m bored D:


My right eye itches. ):
8:36 - 23, Oct - me can be happies in bday
every body says!
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CLICK KAME

DEAR FLIST YOU ARE THE BEST.
I'M NOT DOING THE "LIST 10 THINGS THAT MADE YOU HAPPY BLAH BLAH" MEME, BUT BELIEVE ME, YOU WOULD GO FROM 1 TO 5 IN THE LIST. I KID YOU NOT.

feelings
Okay i am getting kinda depressed D:

I don’t like the “one month left of school” idea at all
I mean all my class mates and friends who are my age are excited and happy with “finishing high school” being adults, having new responsibilities and all that stuff
Me at contrary, I’m wishing I could do 12nd year 5 times at least, or be back to 10th year again

True calling => being a high school student I KID YOU NOT
I’m happy being one. Happy enough to like being one instead of growing up

WHERE ARE YOU PETER PAN? I NEED YOU ASAP!


I better go to play ping-pong than being here and becoming all emo.
9:45 - 19, Oct - 3 days
he loves it


YUKAN CLUB = WIN
I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH IT WITH SUBS XB



i should be in school ... but..... DX health exams


3 days left until my birthday
*flails*



life
WHY JENNIFER?

I CAN NOT PLAY YUKAN CLUB EP1 ON WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER
I'VE BEEN DOWNLOADING THIS
I'M LACKING THE CODEC
WHY DOES LIFE HATE ME SO MUCH DX
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